I wish to convey my sincerest thanks to all of you. Your kindness, your support... and finally, your sympathies have meant a great deal. Although I haven't "met" most of you, I do find you to be dear to my heart, as friends I can turn for guidance, encouragement, support, and even love.

Another thing you all give me is this: Mudcat is the only place where I don't have to be the "Strong" one.

My wife wants to keep trying, but the thought of putting her through such hell again is unbearable to me. The only thing I can do is put my faith in whatever God (whoever she is) has in store for us.

Thank you again. Yes, I will get over this, and yes, I will be back on the Mudcat threads soon enough, wisecracking and adding my two cents whenever I can. In the mean time, please think of us in your hearts.

Matthew