You are soooo right, man! These pretentious pigs in the Mudcat Inner Clique think that they are sooo special! They have no time for people like you and me, but they go on and on sucking up to each other all the time, just because they know each other well. Boy, does that tick me off! I swore I would never post here again, but I just had to chime and say how much I agree with you. You must be a terrific person. We have got to get together some time and compare notes on all the assholes out there in various clubs and cliques who don't appreciate people like you and me as much as they ought to.

For instance, I have walked into any number of clubs in my city and attempted to strike up a witty conversation with the people there and establish an immediate level of equality. Well, I think you can guess what happens. They may talk to you, they may be superficially polite, but what you notice right away is...they spend a lot more time joking and carrying on with the people in their established inner clique. Selfish pigs! How dare they? I expect to be the life of the party the moment I walk through the door...even if I am among people who don't know me from shit, and you know why? Because I'm special! Just like you. We are so friggin special that they oughta know it. Right away. The fact that they don't proves they are jerks.

And the "in jokes"! How dare people who have known each other for years and years...how do they DARE make an in joke that I don't fully understand? Are they making fun of me??? I think so. It's deliberate. I hate them all.

I have never visited any group of people yet who treated me with the respect I deserve, and I bet you haven't either. Like I said, you must be a terrific person. Just naturally superior. Like me.