GUEST,Still living (just). Reading this correctly I hope, do you still have your partner in your life ?

You threw in a few negatives about yourself that I would prefer you didn't.

First, you are never too old or set in your ways to inject new life into any relationship.

Secondly this person was your whole reason for existance, that means you still love them and you can do something about it, hard as it may seem, but tell them and express yourself to them.

Thirdly, pills and drink only dull pain for a few hours, and are not the answer.

We are all here for you, remember that.

Divis.