No point saying do not what to be special those of us who have ears and eyes to see, see, maybe we knew all along, real courage is when no one knows that, that is what it took to share.Cat is out of the bag. Please write more bring us all back to a time of peace and love.I met a women who because of CIA project at allan ended up in the douglas a guy who thought out of the box,ripped her shirt off saying I know you can talk , she did not for 3 long years, he saved her life being out of the box is a good thing lead the way Because of your fest I had a wonderdful time so many people needed it on so many more levels than one. 9 days to go till aug 17 20 yrs ago lots of us prayed for a shift maybe we will all be given energy we had then maybe we will stay for ever young until it is time for us to go. thank you more than you know deedee