thanks for the input, Leeneia. I have a great doctor who sent me to a specialist, and it IS arthritis. Donuel, I GAVE MY 100 YEAR OLD VIOLIN TO A FRIEND BECAUSE IT WAS JUST TOO PAINFUL TO PLAY. That left hand position was impossible.
Ok, had to give up singing, no choice, hearing in my left ear,joint pain makes playing painful. looks like I need to adjust. Maybe I'll take up the bagpipes.

I just got an offer from someone who works with senior citizens for me to come and Talk to them. To discuss humor and that sort of thing. Never thought of myself as a teacher, but, who knows?

I'm reminded of a quote by Shakespeare; (many things do...)
The King who was overthrown and exiled to some God forsaken place. He is examining his situation, and finding the good in it.

"Sweet are the uses of adversity; which, like the Toad, ugly and venomous, wears yet a precious jewel in its head. This is our life, exempt from public haunt, we find tongues in trees, books in running brooks, sermons in stone, and good in everything. I would not change it."