It's the little things that surprise us by how much they hurt, ranger1. Is there a child in your life, niece or nephew perhaps, for whom you can make a card and send with cinnamon red hots? If you gran's cards were elaborate, you can make a simple one. I've folded red card stock in half and cut the outline of one side of a heart so that when unfolded it is a whole heart. I'm glad you have Beau to hug when you feel sad.