It used to be embarising but now I'm triing to have fun with it! When people came up to me to ask if I was alright I figgered telling them The truth would only set me off worse so I blubbered "Old Yellers Gone!" And they quickly got out of my way. Cleared the line up too!
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You have nothing to be embarassed about. Part of you hass gone beyond the veil, and it is only natural for you to be affected that way.

Please give yourself a break.