you are in the mudcat recovery ward... reading this thread, trying to feel better.. and there's all this talk of asylums, attempted murder, sadistic nurses, power struggles, rape and lobotomy..

is this relaxing?

try this.....

you are completely relaxed. at the end of your bed stands a tall,beautiful angel (choose whichever gender you need), playing a harp. you watch this beautiful being, and quietly the harp music picks up pace, sounding remarkably up beat, banjo like. you feel life and happiness throb through you, and strangely the music continues, altho the angel has come close, and you feel two huge beautiful soft white wings surrounding you, comforting you. as you lie peacefully, you can feel yourselflooking about and enjoying everything you can see. after a while you realise that the wings have gone, the music is now a memory, playing about your room, and maybe you feel hungry..