it's possible that I am living a complete seperate life - I do tend to get blanks in my memory - and often have a vague look about me - but I don't *think* I'm polaitaly. If I am - I'm in trouble - as I have had conversations with polaitaly - and while I don't mind talking to myself I am disturbed about the possibility of myself answering.

but with 93 (96? - something like that) days to go to the half century mark nothing should surprise me.