Sorry to hear about your Dad Susan, (I went through the same thing with my mum 6 years ago).... I take comfort in the belief that she is in a better place now... "He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning, or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." (Rev 21:4)My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.... and have another big hug all the way from Oz.
love
alison