You know perfectly well what I've seen, Wolfgang, although you don't accept my explanation of it. But you weren't there. I have nothing to prove to you, because there is nothing I ever could hope to prove to you, short of providing you with the actual experience. I am not empowered to do that.

What disturbs me is exactly what disturbs you. Only in reverse. That is why we have the opposite reactions to these matters. I don't expect to change you, and you should not expect to change me.