Well, back from PA. Wasn't able to get in touch with the other people in PA that I know. (Sorry guys!)

It was great to see our friend and meet some of his friends. Unfortunately the place was very allergenic for me because of the dogs and the open windows, so we left a little earlier than planned. I'm sick again...

We're still wavering on whether to get married or not.

He's the only person who has stepped up willing to help me materially in a big way, and since he's the only one he's beginning to get tired of it even though I have helped him a lot too. But there's only so much one person can do.

If I could count on a lot of people helping in little ways then we could do this. Otherwise I'll just end up dragging him down with me.

But the alternative is to go back to welfare and malnutrition and never have a chance at anything important like love or making more CDs.