Quite frankly, I am a mess. I have been physically sick for at least a month, can't sleep much, can't concentrate on much of anything (and being that this is week #2 of university..this is a problem), I can't eat...lost 12 pounds THIS week, I cry every f*cking morning, my house is a disaster and I don't care....the only peace I have found is in riding around the woods for hours...I am not suicidal but I am pretty fucking unhappy.

Michelle