OK.

1. You're doing it right.

2. Your pastor knows what to say so he'll call YOU, tomorrow, or you could call him and just weep, and he'd know what to do from there.

3. Your plan what to write her is PERFECT.

4. Re-read #1.


You can DO this. Keep those photos handy and look at them when you can.

It's OK to be a mess. I mean I know it hurts like a son of a bitch and is scary but it is necessary if we are to remain human beans.

And.... V is probably not as miserable as you are, because kids really are so resilient-- so don't be worrying about her TOO much.

Go back to #1 again.

I'm sending you a CD full of pictures via Bonnie or Greg so you can get some visual inputs away from the hurt, for staring time.

NOW-- the sugar--

Isn't that a pretty high number? The sugar is no doubt not helping, so I would hope your doc is giving you correct management help. If it ain't under control-- and ain't getting under control-- maybe you need to be in hospital.

What does Pete say about that?

~Susan