Michelle, as you may know from reading a different thread some time ago, my oldest daughter died 5 1/2 years ago - actually, it will be 6 years at the end of January.

All you can do is what you are doing. Cry. Cry again. Go to the places that you would normally go to in your life, and if they make you cry, then cry. Then go again. It is hard. It is necessary. It is not something you ever get over, but it is something you can get through.