Time to focus on good things, Brett. You have retired - WAHOOOO! You have retired with a beautiful lady who loves you - WAHOOOO! You can pack up and leave Guam, your tormentors, and this idiot landlord tomorrow if you choose - WAHOOOO! You have a thousand friends worldwide ready to put a roof over your heads and feed you - WAHOOOO!

Celebrate! NOW! Let the shoes drop where they may, you have a good life! Damn it! Don't waste it worrying about the what ifs and extraneous crap that really mean nothing.

Mary Sunshine