If you are going to hang around Ed....get used to the "fickelness."
First you will be a "saint" and then a "demon" depending on which way the PC wind is blowing, or what the gang of twelve has been drinking that night.
A name like "Pellow" is too close to "Pillow" - much too soft... you need to develop a "heart of stone," ..... something more along the lines of "Pillar."