Dear Zany, How awful to have to combine those 2 words in a single sentence (b___ and c_____). There seem to be a lot of positive thought/good vibes/praying folks on Mudcat, and you know you've got them in your corner.
Another thing you can do: I don't know where "up here" is, but if you are near any Episcopal churches, find one that has a Daughters of The King group. This group will pray for you by name and will want to be kept informed as you go through this journey so they can pray very specifically. You will go on the list at my church down here in Austin, Texas. Give me a pronunciation guide for Rhiannon. Tw