As far back as I can recall, what I wanted most was to be selflessly of service; be able to give unreservedly and without thought of reward, and to bring some measure of good into the world:

To help alleviate the suffering of humankind in some way--to work to end injustice, bigotry, war, hunger.

To love one man til death do us part, helping him fulfil his dreams and bringing joy into his life.

To write books and paint pictures that would uplift and inspire others.

If I could have, it would have made me very happy.