Kendall -

Its always the uncertainty that is the hardest to take. Once you have a dignosis you will be able to relax or start treatment. Don't forget that there are many who have fought the fight and won. A friend stayed with me while undergoing radiation therapy for the 2nd time and she is still singing at the top of her lungs.

I witnessed her daily routine and I can only say that she continued to live a very active life. She continued to exercise daily (probably more than usual) and she ate alot of kelp! She also soaked in saltwater baths after treatment. Most of all, she painted and sewed to her hearts content.

Good luck to you and remember to stay active and positive in your outlook. There are many thoughts and prayers going your way.