I can imagine that you would be shaky...what a horrible thing to have happen. :( I am really glad that you didn't get shot or beaten or something even worse. It sounds like you have some really good friends...let them help you. I have more...but I'll PM you sometime soon. In the meantime, see if there are any kind of self defense classes in your area...that will make you physically stronger and give you some confidence which will ease the nerves.

Stay safe.

Michelle