Reality just **IS** too. Many of the great mystics will tell you that. What I think you would enjoy, Bill, is reading about Taoism. I can recommend two great books by Benjamin Hoff:

The Tao of Pooh
The Teh of Piglet

They're fun to read, and explain Taoism beautifully. And they're paperbacks. Check it out if you can. I think you would be a natural for Taoism, judging by your comments.