Ebbie--I don't think you are alone in this. I do not *Perform* well at all. My anxiety and fear of negative evaluation by others (fear I won't be good enough) really effect both my voice and my presentation. Alone, or in situations where I am very comfortable, my voice can soar and be really expressive.

One of the things that lead me to fall in love with The Getaway was to see that it was nearly completely about participation and sharing of our love of music and song--and not about impressing anyone with our performance. I think that is why I particularly like the late night sing around in what used to be the "Mudcat" cabin. I missed it terribly the year it didn't much happen. I think there are few places in the world where it is safer to raise your voice in song than at the Getaway. I see and hear many of us there listened to with respect and encouragement, valued because of our shared love of singing and music, regardless of talent, skill or showmanship.

I find I CAN sing at the Getaway, (even though I do tend to still clutch up some in the workshops)and it has empowered me to be more willing to sing in other settings. (Hopefully not to the regret of some:^) I may not be confident of my voice--but I am confident of my love of the singing, and that seems to be what is most valued there.

Janie