"...does everybody start this way?"

Only those who care...*grin*

I had 'almost' the same experience with the autoharp...sorta pushed to play with some folks. That was 30 years ago, and I don't suppose I've played in front of mics more than 15-20 times since. I ONLY play in song circles. (Total of twice at Getaway, and one was acapella)

*IF* you decide to be a 'musician' (one who tries to do as well as possible, rather than just playing), the nerves and fretting will be a 'regular' part of life, even though you'll enjoy doing it and improving. People are usually pretty forgiving, if they know you are trying...

Have fun!