Tough stuff, alanabit. And your questions bring us back to where we started. Seems there's so much we don't yet understand, and maybe never will. In this scientific age, we're so used to answers and explanations that it makes it more exasperating when we can't get answers and explanations. In former times, more people seemed able to accept unexplained misfortune as "the will of God" - part of the mysterious Divine Plan ...