Shambles.

Read "Moby Dick".

What will your epitaph say when you die?

"He tirelessly fought for his rights on an obscure folk website and would not give up till his last breath."

What will your CV say

...

Employment history

2006-2007 - fought long and bitter battle over dispute concerning what constituted acceptable practice on an internet chat forum.


You may be psychologically sound now, but if you carry on with this one much longer you will begin to damage yourself.

I would honestly describe continuing to put yourself in a position where you are subjecting yourself to some of the more caustic views here as a form of voluntary self abuse.

There are compulsive abusers and compulsive abusees.

And there are issues that really don't matter, but that will affect your self esteem and happiness if you allow them to take over your life.

Take a few weeks out where you don't add to any more of this nonsense and if you find there is a hole in your life and a yearning to get back into the fray, it could be that you are attempting to fulfil some deeper need and that it is worth closing yourself off from it for a while.

You don't need this. It isn't as important as you are treating it.

Let go :')