Left for work one fine morning after kissing my wife goodbye, went to the office do get some files and hit the road for a meeting two hours away. Never got there. Instead I had a walk in the woods near a place I love up north, had a nap on the forest floor (in suit and tie)...Never did return to that job. To "untrap" myself the brain had to take an unscheduled and unannounced holiday, followed by stress leave of about a year, give or take. Finally started working part-time at a menial job, then a better job, but always supplimenting my income through music. All I do now is music, and I have absolute control...no trap.

The point is this...you recognize the problem now so act now to make things better. Waiting doesn't work. There may be a period of pain-in-the-ass-ness but in the end it will be better.

Peace, Mooh.