It isn't a good thing, bert. I just want to be MYSELF...I'm not gonna hop a Harley and don a leather jacket just to look cool. I can't change who I am...and causing distrust in other is the stupidest idea ever. Be Loved, And Do Good Works, as Garrison Keilor says. And I'll have you know that I'm very good with children! 45 minutes of crying! Hah! I can take anything!--Mbo