{{{{{{Janie}}}}}

If you'll close your eyes and maybe conger up that Holler you'd been writing about and just let yourself *go* there, I'll bet it'll help with the worrying. It seemed a pretty good spot to hunker down and let go. Remember Spaw, Dick Greenhaus, Curmudgeon, as well as others, and I have all been through some heart stuff and survived.It had a lot to do with good docs, but equally with how much love etc. we all got from friends at Mudcat.

Whatever it might be, it is so GOOD that it has been noticed early and may mean nothing for the moment. I will be offering Thanks givings for a complete healing of whatever kind needs to happen. This, or something better for the highest good of all concerned.

I used to always get upset when the docs told me to cut out stress because it just seemed impossible to do. Nowadays, I understand the damage stress can cause and I avoid it as much as possible. I hope there is some way you can get out from under the intensity of it, soon.

You are loved and cared about, Janie.

kat