If you're finding teaching so hard why not try cleaning toilets for a living? for what, shall we say a quarter or less of you're current salary? How does that sound? Teaching isn't that bad a job, I'm not saying I'd do it myself I admit a lot of the kids out there are little bastards. But, YOU wanted to do it, so stick at it. If you try other professions you'll find there are a lot of people out there who hold to the old adage, 'Those who can DO, those who can't teach!' Stop whining and remember why you went into the profession in the first place. Don't give up!