you have been through so much....
hang in there, be strong, and also
take time to NOT be strong when
you need to -- and let others
help -- don't be afraid to ask
for help....people will often say
"if there is anything I can do to
help" but they don't know WHAT to
do. I am glad you are getting hugs..
more hugs here: {{{ranger}}}

time will heal.