We're not going to solve it with persistently negative, can't-do-anything thinking, either. On a large scale we need to reach large-scale solutions and change the system. On the personal scale, we all need to work the existing sytem as creatively as we can. I hope you do, and I KNOW you are smart enough to work out a way to get the care and diagnostic help you need. I hope you put your attention there-- it does sound serious.

~Susan