I wish I was as good with words as you always were, to be quite honest this is extremely difficult for me because I feel as though I should have said something more meaningful on here earlier, but i couldn't find the words, and I still haven't. I just hope that you know I always loved you, no matter what happened, I thought about you everyday, and I still continue to do so. I wish things could have been easier for you, I wish I'd been there to attempt to make things easier for you. Despite the large length of time we spent apart that I grew used to, I now feel as though I have lost a part of myself. Today is a difficult day; I can't believe it's been a year. I've found myself listening to Springsteen a fair bit, you say it doesn't matter if i don't remember, I don't but I hope it comes to me one day

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