Sorry about the terse post. There's apparently a bowel problem, don't know if it's a tumour or something else.

Dorothy: all I want to do is hold her, but as I've explained earlier I can't even do that. But yes; the only point of loving her is her wellbeing- and it could come to the point where she can't see any prospect of a life she could support. I'll try to be ready for that if it comes to it.

Love to you all.