I got made redundant in 2005 after 14 years at the same school. Since then I have done some supply (surrogate) teaching and temporary contracts but am struggling to find permanent work as most of the jobs go to newly qualified (and therefore cheaper) staff. Stress is something I have got used too. I've gained around 50 pounds as I tend to overeat and drink when stressed. Even though I pick up contracts lasting several months most of the time I am making applications and attending interviews which can become rather soul destroying after a while. I'm currently in a temporary post covering a maternity leave. The woman has now decided that she will not return but the job has, by law, to be advertised nationally first as a temporary post until the end of the year and then again in September as a permanent post. Despite being the one actually doing the job, I will have to submit my application along with everyone else and, although the headteacher has told me she would like it to be me, the final decision will be made by the board of governors and, given the very tight budget the school has this year, that could mean that, yet again, I am passed over by a 20 something kid out of college! I do try to remain positive though and have a good feeling about this one so watch this space.