And I listened to your music on youtube, there is talent there, you could do something with it. You are surrounded by a sea of world class songwriters and musicians that would help you grow as a musician. But young lady you are letting these people sell you a bill of hate and take away everything that you could become. You could make music that could move people, write songs that would make people happy and smile in this life. But you choose to hang out with these people who only want to destroy you. Hate ends badly little girl ... always .. you cannot go after others without losing a part of yourself and your soul in the process. Just take a time out and listen to people much older and have walked many more miles of life than you have ... There is a whole lot more in this life than blaming others for the way the world is. You see they are not the problem, it is these people who sell you this line of hate that is the problem.