We are all rooting for you LF. Lots of love and light flowing toward you.
Kat we have Quorn in the UK which is micoprotein meat sub. I have found the texture to be more meat like and less papery than the soy protein products. It is quite expensive and not easily found in the US. In the UK there are tons of Quorn products. Lots of variety which makes vegetarianism easier for carnivore like me.