Sleep can be a good way to turn off the anxieties. Your body needs to rest. And don't forget - the anaesthesia really does take weeks to get out of your system.

I wish I could take away the fear, Michelle. Unfortunately, until you know what the test results are, you can't cope and plan. The What Ifs set in.

The only suggestion I can offer is try to live in the What Is. You are safe at home. The surgery is behind you. You have a loving husband to hold you and help you. You can see, hear, walk, talk, read, sing, laugh, cry - you are in charge of most of your life. Focus on who are. That is real. Try to put away What Might Be. It isn't real, may never happen, and has no real place in today.

We are all praying and lighting candles and keeping your health and healing in our thoughts. Work with us.