Everyone seems to be sleeping but me...fifth night n a row. I see the biofeedback and therapy people on Thursday, so that should help.

Things are better, so far. He went to his doc today who changed some of his meds but ONLY after she spoke with me and had my assurance that I would dispense them, NOT him. I told her that was fine with me, actually a bit of a relief. He is feeling better; still very sad, esp. when he went back to clean out his space in the house he shared with M and P. Also P, the 8 year old, is a quiet, sweet kid who said he was sorry Colin had to move out, but he was sure he would be able to move back in soon. Obviously, M. needs to talk with him. There is no chance of that happening,at this point.

There is more, little things, but I don't want to write about them, just yet. Other than no sleep, I have been doing well. Even found I have some reserves and handled the entire crisis without freaking out and weeping my head off as in the past.

Thanks for your continued support!

luvyakat