Ahhhh.....(flexing my hands in delicious anticipation)

All righty then! Let's have at this one.

"And should I hide my feelings, when we meet,
That I do not risk losing your sweet smile?"

Yes, I think you should. Definitely.

"Should I not offer to rub oil on feet,
Or not be open how I see you, while
You are before me, and inside my dreams?"

Oh, you're getting kinky now! Don't go all Biblical on me, okay?

"I value you as muse more than my heart:"

How foolish of you.

"I dare not risk your smile with any schemes,
Nor dare I hear desires, to risk my Art."

Man, we are talking HIGH level risk here! It's white knuckle time, folks...


"I balance on a razor edge between
Fear and desire:"

Like my Dachshund as he attempts to steal the roast off the patio ledge....

"I fear I may offend"

Oh, you DO, sir, you DO.

"But seek to know all that I might, and see
All future that my muse will let be seen."

Forget it. I reveal nothing to the likes of you.

"Perhaps I must risk all, that I might end
Unknowing, and my heart, to seek muse, free."

Why not just end it all instead? I can suggest several handy methods of exiting stage left, to use an old expression.