Guest, you are not alone in this - I know it won't feel like it at the moment but sometimes unexpected doors can open from such times. I've been in godawful situation at work too, different to yours but I don't really feel like posting details at the moment. I've been applying for jobs and yesterday I got an offer of an interview for one I really really want - It doesn't feel as bad now as it did a few weeks ago.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you don't have the sack but whatever happens, things will get better.

Good luck with everything.

Catrin