I think the smartest thing would be to call the oncologist

And there it is right there-- you really do know what to do. You posted over and over during the chemo that you wanted us all to trust what our bodies are telling us. If that is what you think is the smartest thing to do, apparently you need also to trust your mind's answer to what you body is saying?

I know-- it does not FEEL like you know what to do-- that's normal for most of us!-- but under the fear and panic is the same very smart lady the rest of us know, made even wiser by the cancer experience.

~Susan