The Mudcat Café TM
Thread #132413   Message #3003019
Posted By: SINSULL
09-Oct-10 - 12:04 AM
Thread Name: BS: October+ fall declutter & accountability
Subject: RE: BS: October+ fall declutter & accountability
Soon one morning, Death come creeping in the room.
Soon one morning Death come creeping in the room, Allaluiah
Soon one morning Death come creeping in the room.
Oh my lord, oh my lord
What shall I do
To be saved?

A young man of 24 doused himself with gasoline and set himself on fire a week ago in Portland - Longfellow Square. Two of my co-workers witnessed it. Since then this spiritual has been going through my head.
I am trying to leave it all here. Say a prayer for David Parker who is in a burn center in Boston and for all the people whose lives have been permanently changed by sharing in his grief.

I have been trying to declutter this since it happened, I am not sure why I can't let go of it. I suffer from depression and understand how a person can wonder whether a can of gasoline and a match will actually cause feeling. I can't understand how anyone so young could be in such despair.

SINS