John... if you click on the link in my previous post and read both my testimony and my healing, they explain why I cannot doubt Gods existence.. I was left in no doubt whatsoever..... Many things happen in my life to confirm it all for me time and time again... but actually proving what has happened is another story. Anything I 'claim' has happened can be given a logical explanation by someone who doesn't believe or have my Faith.. but until a person comes into a 'relationship' with the living God for themselves.. they cannot understand the supernaturalness of such a relationship. I don't claim to be better than anyone else and I often make mistakes... because of my freewill in life. But I do believe I have something special that anyone else who wants can have........ We all have choices. With regard to making sense of it.. It makes far more sense than anything else in my life ever has.
Best wishes, Mike.