The docs always want to take a look, when the disease is inactive, then when the disease is active like it is now to see what damage is going on. The active part hurt beyond description as the insides are like hamburg right now ... it really does suck bad .. I hate it ... I will be just fine, but boy I am not looking forward at all. A few time I had to say in the hospital for a few so I would not bleed out ... hopefully this time will be like the others and I just go home wishing I was dead for a bit ... it passes ...

sucks though. At least I can come up with some good ones to get my doc buddie