J-boy, so sorry to hear.   Change can be good, though. Remind yourself that you have much to offer and that some new place will be fortunate to have you. Hang on to your hope. Something will come.

In the meantime, now that you have some free time on your hands, I bet there are a lot of folks out there who could use your help in some way. Find 'em, and you'll both be better for it. Wishing you all the best ~
KT