It's understandable, Noreen, it's hard for me to comprehend what it's like it at all. It seems I misunderstood what you were saying, and I apologise. May you find yourself in the sun more and more often, until you forget what the darkness was like.

I try to learn by reading up on things and listening to people, and I'm learning a lot from this thread. Thanks to everyone who has shared, and will share their own experiences.