I know...me, too. Sometimes words are just not needed nor enough. The sadness has kept me away somewhat. (IF they start talking of surgery, etc., we might see each other anyway...I and my doc don't want to deal with them here if that becomes the case.

Here's some good news, though: saw the kidney specialist today. He's happy with how things are going and doesn't need to see me again for 3-4 months. That's one marked off the list.

Patspaw...i know and i thank you for the big, beautiful heart hug.