Yes khandu, I've had 13 such years in a row, except to say that I have seen progress in a backwards direction.

Maybe one day someone will explain why to me but my reversal from being a respectable systems co-ordinator for Hotpoint to becoming a drunken lunatic coincided with me accepting Jesus Christ into my life - sort of the reverse of most peoples testimonies but it is the truth all the same.

Like yourself, I try to say keep on going but I don't know why. Maybe one day it will all make sense. I hope so for both of us.

Jon