Well, I got to the bottom of the "Jesus, I just can't take this anymore" prayer today.... had a good ole boohoo and affirmed even more strongly that (A) I am NOT supposed to be home yet and (B) my surgeon totally screwed up my aftercare program-- and made sure the insurance will keep making it hard for me to cobble up my own, make-do, "home plan." So I am here asking for prayer-- this time a very focused prayer: that the insurance gates open wide, and that I get into a nursing home ASAP for at least a couple of weeks.

~S~